whaaa..i really hate to be alone this days..it really made me cry :,( cause when i'm alone i release all the pain i have..need to be strong for everyone. weakness must not be shown. but this really hurts inside. afraid of evrything that might happen. we're all not ready for this thing. but they say just have faith..nothing to worry.. everything will be alright. really need your prayers friends. get well soon dad.